Monday, August 11, 2008

Form 6 Life!!!!

Arh!!!!
Form 6 form 6 form 6!!!!
before go for it...
in my mind...i just thought...at last...no busy life for me edi...(really happy that time)
who knows....it totally opposite with what i thinking of....
now is the busiest life for me...T.T
sometimes...i also duno what i thinking abt...
promise to dad n mom....no more activities...but...when these promises go on and on...
activities will come on n on to...lol...what i suppose to do??
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feel tired n tired now...after 2 months passed....
all de students here going for so many clubs...doin so many things.... but just for de posts....i wondering...is it no more things other than post that cn make you all become so semangat for de clubs....??!!feel lik what i believe for...dissapeared in 2 months....
drowning in this type of stupids things...materistic society...duno what to do for....
but...just lik what my otosan said....
everything happen sure have the reason....
i wondering....
i thinking....
where the reason???what the reason??
why everybody desperate for the post??
is it the 10% of koko marks is more important than another 90% of academic marks??
furthermore....
this school is not like what i think abt....what i dream abt....
the school's politics is much more worser than my old school...aiks...what the hell is goin on??
is it the system of malaysia's education??
full with coruption??....omg...i duno...i really duno....
cn somebody ans me pls~~~~~
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feel like...world change....friends change....
like nobody cn trust for....
all got their own world edi....drowning again in these kind of things....
friends come and pass by
faster than what i think....
but luckily.... still cn meet some true friends that i really happy abt it....
haha...1st post edi so emo....
duno....what will happen next.....lol....
really not like this kind of feel...but what cn i do??
the more i avoid...the more the trouble come....
misss exco's life....
sincere relationship....work with heart....miss you all...my beloved excosSSS...
when cn we meet??just like last time what we did....
is it things that passed cnt come back again???
i really miss the life of exco....
i have learned so many things....it just like my 2nd turning point in my life....haha....
duno why suddenly got such a feeling to write abt this type of things....
hope all my friends won be moody like me...hahaha.....
hav a nice day...:p

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hehe... looks like i'm the first one who leave comment for your blog ! And sounds like goin to be a long lecture @ comment !! Well, i totally understand what you feel, i totally.... hmmmm not totally la.. 90% agree with what you feel about everything : School, friendship... bla bla bla !! I think now you understand why i quit all the clubs except a few.. I just want to enjoy my life, be happy in these one and a half year. And i didn't regret that i do so. One of your sentence that inspire me " We have been busy for so many years, why don't we try a different life @ school life "
And i think and think and think... for 1 month i thinking about it ! Finally i got it.. It's true!Last time i were just busy with works & works & works, no time for family, friends and bla bla bla... Life is not just for works, and not only works can fulfil us.. At the starting if you feel like don't want to do it then don't do it! Don't think too much ma... sometimes we not really have to satisfy everyone but torturing urself..! Once you started it, you also cannot step back rite, how oso u have to continue until the end.. I'm sure you know about it my dear, just that now you are in tension mood and you counldn't think properly. NOW... If you want to cry then cry, do what you want, release everything (tension, anger....) first, then i'm sure you can get the solution. Nobody can give you the ANSWER except you and only you, we only can give you hints !
Now i feel my choice is right, i have choose who i want to be in form 6, and i'll very very very appreciate the relationship that i'm having now. I have to work on my relationship (I think you know what am i talking about) & you have to work for your life also, yesss! U're right, we can;t get back to any sincere society here. That's why i choose seni foto, that's a most sincere society that i seen so far. In some society, they're desperate for the post, but i know you're not.. They get nothing if they don't do it with a sincere heart! Just like what we did last time rite. If they just want the power OR glammour, they'll get nothing in the end. GOD is fair but politic is never fair, even in school. I'm sure what you sacrifice now you'll get the return in your future, but not in the school.
Friendship ?? also never easy, the true will always stay..
As usual, i'll fully support you!
we cantget back the time we cooperate or work together..No other team can substitute our team.. What we learnt in exco is previous stage, now we have to learn the next stage in our life!!
Life's never easy, and this's just one of our pathway or journey..
Live happily !!!!!!! though tired..