Wednesday, October 15, 2008

回忆记意录之胸怀大志

静止已久的命运齿轮...
已开始蠢蠢欲动了...........
那年....
十五岁的他....
是个内向,外冷内热的哥儿...
能打动他的事与人...一定是善于攻心计...
或...
拥有一股异常热诚与真诚的人...
那时的他....
还未经过世事的洗礼...
在人情世故里...还是个乳臭未干的小子...
好奇于世间一切的他...
糊里糊涂的...
开始了他探索的命运...
十五岁...
是他人生一个巨大的转折点...
他得到了...同龄梦寐以求的...
权利与名誉...
可是...
这一切一切...
对他而言...却是个累熬...
这时已高高在上的他...
得到了许多人的青睐...
站在与同龄不同的出发点..他的想法与大志...
也随着转变了...
他们...
在这时候出现了...
改变了他一世的人...
也巩固了他的思想与志向...
他希望...
他的学校...也能和别人平起平坐...
不再是那被人批评得一无是处的学校...
他明白...
为了这梦想...
他必须付出许多...他必须面对许多...
许许多多的批评与流言非语...
可是...
他还是坚持下去...
因为...
那是他的学校...
他那独一无二的学校...
从小...
一旦他下定决心的事...
他是不会改变主意的...
固执...
成了他的习惯...也改变了他的一生...
他清楚的明白...
他缺乏的...
是经验...待人处事...领导别人的经验...
在这时...
让他能实现梦想的机会...
轻易地出现在他面前...
他...
彷徨了...犹豫了...
因为...
这过程...是异常的艰辛...
固执...又一次救了他...
让他学会了苦中作乐...
让他学会了在学习中学习...
也让他学会了...
实践梦想...必须学会坚持...
在不懈的努力下...
他得到了他所需的经验...
甚至更多...
他终于有能力...
去实践他那不可能的梦想...
抱着满怀的希望...热血...与信心...
他出发了...
踏上他那艰难的征途...
希望与美好...
成了他最大的推动力...
可是...
等待他的...
是一帆风顺??
还是困难重重??
玩弄他的那命运齿轮...
这才悄悄的开始运行了.....

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

回忆记意录

匆匆地,
十八年了...

许多东西...
随着时光的流逝....
也随着发生了精神与质的变化...

思想与情感....
从单纯...变成熟了...
尝到了失去的痛苦..换来了珍惜的可贵...
也学到了如何包容别人...
更学会了感激...

心性...
在很大的程度上...
也改变了很多...
懂得了去在乎以前..根本不在乎的...
人...事....与情.....
也学会了...
要理智的处理事情...

这一切的演变....
没有定义...没有利没有弊....
环境...家庭....朋友....
甚至...
与我们毫无相干的人....
都扮演了异常重要的角色...
改变着我们....
出淤泥而不染...
这流传千古的名句...
赞颂着前古至今的名人...
试问...
多少人...能抵挡着霓虹世界的一切...
而脱俗而出呢??

这一切一切...
都不时不刻的唤醒着我们..
事实...
往往都是无比的残酷....

人生....
就像摩天轮....
有时上...有时下...

知足...才能得到长乐...
凡事都不要太强求...
无变...胜万变...

珍惜身边的每一个人...
生活才会更美好!!!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Trip to KLCC

Emm... haha...at last...the trip done!!!
haha...thx to all my ajk that worked hard for it...
although i know it quite tough...but u all have done it...congratulation!!!
expecially for yee siang...u really worked hard for it....thx a lot ya...^^
and... sorry for my blurness...haha...bring u all go for the wrong place to wait bus...kakaka...
feel very tired...huh huh...
now typing with the eyes half open...haha...
lol...hope u all enjoyed the trip...^^

Monday, August 11, 2008

Form 6 Life!!!!

Arh!!!!
Form 6 form 6 form 6!!!!
before go for it...
in my mind...i just thought...at last...no busy life for me edi...(really happy that time)
who knows....it totally opposite with what i thinking of....
now is the busiest life for me...T.T
sometimes...i also duno what i thinking abt...
promise to dad n mom....no more activities...but...when these promises go on and on...
activities will come on n on to...lol...what i suppose to do??
*******
feel tired n tired now...after 2 months passed....
all de students here going for so many clubs...doin so many things.... but just for de posts....i wondering...is it no more things other than post that cn make you all become so semangat for de clubs....??!!feel lik what i believe for...dissapeared in 2 months....
drowning in this type of stupids things...materistic society...duno what to do for....
but...just lik what my otosan said....
everything happen sure have the reason....
i wondering....
i thinking....
where the reason???what the reason??
why everybody desperate for the post??
is it the 10% of koko marks is more important than another 90% of academic marks??
furthermore....
this school is not like what i think abt....what i dream abt....
the school's politics is much more worser than my old school...aiks...what the hell is goin on??
is it the system of malaysia's education??
full with coruption??....omg...i duno...i really duno....
cn somebody ans me pls~~~~~
*******
feel like...world change....friends change....
like nobody cn trust for....
all got their own world edi....drowning again in these kind of things....
friends come and pass by
faster than what i think....
but luckily.... still cn meet some true friends that i really happy abt it....
haha...1st post edi so emo....
duno....what will happen next.....lol....
really not like this kind of feel...but what cn i do??
the more i avoid...the more the trouble come....
misss exco's life....
sincere relationship....work with heart....miss you all...my beloved excosSSS...
when cn we meet??just like last time what we did....
is it things that passed cnt come back again???
i really miss the life of exco....
i have learned so many things....it just like my 2nd turning point in my life....haha....
duno why suddenly got such a feeling to write abt this type of things....
hope all my friends won be moody like me...hahaha.....
hav a nice day...:p